I was just thinking about old things, such as school and old friends, as i couldn't get to sleep, then i decided id check facebook, and ended up looking depression as i felt i maybe a little depressed....
here are the symptoms i came across, ones in yellow are ones i feel i have... :\ orange are not sure, red are sure i don't have.
Depression symptoms of major depression or manic depression
Persistently sad, anxious, angry, irritable, or "empty" mood
Feelings of hopelessness or pessimism
Feelings of worthlessness, helplessness, or excessive guilt
Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed, including sex
Social isolation, meaning the sufferer avoids interactions with family or friends
Insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping
Decreased appetite and/or weight loss, or overeating and/or weight gain
Fatigue, decreased energy, being "slowed down"
Thoughts of death or suicide, suicide attempts
Restlessness, irritability [not sure what this means]
Difficulty concentrating, remembering, or making decisions
Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and/or chronic pain
Now, to me that is pretty scary, as it seems i have a fair few of the symptoms, and... i really don't like doctors, not a people person, and don't really know how to solve depression :\ [Thats if i even have it], I feel something is not right, but i don't know what... and really don't know what to do, does anyone have any ideas?